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what is your aspiration? Most people do not know what is their aspiration in life. some may want to be rich and not worry  some wanted to be famous... every person I believe has something deep in their heart but certain factor made us harder or never to pursue it  in the end, we live in the stigma of the repatative 9-5 job, surviving to pay the bills and a cycle of never-ending work that will never end. for what purpose? work never ends but our time is....   and we ask our self..... is this aspiration was based on what your parents, lover or the society around you want.... are you living your life for yourself or for others... just remember you have only one chance ..... do make it worth...  so now let me ask you the question again....  but allow me to to restructure the question....  if money was not an issue what would your true aspiration be? In 2017, I left the corporate world because I was unable to go further working in a company which co

I still thinks about him every day. I tried dating but you still running on my mind Trying to forget someone who lived a tiny piece of your heart is much challenging  then I thought . I wishes you nothing but the best and the most happiness life can offer. You allowed yourself to push me aside because it was the best for us . The future is unknown as we can only learn from past and enjoy the presence. I didn’t want things to end, but he knew he had to. You chose safety and what best for me . Was it a mistake? when we met the first time Was our decision Was more of burden and wrong timing But we both are two adult and I don't believe we make a mistake  We knew and we both took a leap , risked everything  and  all I  knew you were worth fighting for. But as the goes by You realise you wanted me to grow and love life, . And not wasted my life waiting for you ... But I believe that if two person was meant for each other One day,  it will happen ... but what I can de

success isn't just having lots of wealth. well is one of the main factors but are not the primary focus as many people with lots of money have unhappy and most unbalanced lived. 'Success is continually improving one self on how you lived ....how you have served and how you relate to the people that matters ' it sounds easy enough but most people will disagree with me, or choose to not understand or even allowed them self to basically evolved to that thinking do puzzle me..... I could be wrong and it is just a mere opinion of what I view as a success...is learning through my journey. ------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Successful people do this same habits 1 . Reading A whopping 88 percent of rich people in Corley's research say they devote thirty minutes or more each day to education or self-improvement through reading. Most do not read for entertainment;

Fall 2017 look- Home seasonal paradigm shift -every season I be sharing some of the things that is current or upcoming trend  Color choice I always like the blue / grey tone which is a perfect fall color ...(well perfect for all season to be honest ) Texture  natural elements like marble and wood if you want that homey feeling to modernise - using contrast of colours that will make it pop out ...with the use of copper / gold it allow to enhance your  interior .  here are some mood board and examples

Haus of Jin ( Part 2) in part 2 we try to understand what does haus of jin value / mission , but in order to understand the company values. we need to understand the meaning " confucianism ' as the values are greatly influenced and  offered a better depth explanation . Confucianism , also known as  Ruism , is described as tradition, a philosophy, a religion, a humanistic or rationalistic religion, a way of governing, or simply a way of life. [1]  Confucianism developed from what was later called the  Hundred Schools of Thought  from the teachings of the  Chinese philosopher   Confucius  (551–479 BCE), who considered himself a retransmitter of the values of the  Zhou dynasty  golden age of several centuries before. [2]  In the  Han dynasty  (206 BCE – 220 CE), Confucian approaches edged out the "proto-Taoist"  Huang-Lao , as the official ideology while the emperors mixed both with the realist techniques of  Legalism . The disintegration of the Han pol

thinking of putting a Time tattoo design at  my right hand ( I have 2 so far ) I guess most people have pondered this for many years, what is the meaning of life? some people may think having the job title matters , or maybe how much saving they have in the bank or being the most popular or best body . To be honest none of that materialistic things matter because no matter what.... 'all of life will eventually end in one way or another even at different time or universe (that we knew there is such thing as space- time continuum do exist....) we tend ask why do we exist? 'Don’t run. Nobody exists on purpose.  Nobody belongs anywhere.  Everybody dies.  - rick and mortar' Part of the this message of this truth is that while it’s a human trait to look for meaning, and that meaning helps us live our lives, we tend to overthink it. We tend cling to fundamental myths about ourselves that bevy our importance, but the responsibility of that illusion of importance ca

I miss you.... its 5 am.... I woke up feeling hungry as usual I am not sure what my body is telling me ..... (or maybe somebody is thinking of me that what my heart told me) And then he reaches out. I think it must mean something, that I must mean something. And I go back on every promise. I go back on every word I’ve ever written. I convince myself he has to feel this too. I allow for his excuses. “He’s scared.” “He’s not ready.” “He’s not over his ex.” I plead with my own ego. I play Russian roulette with the little dignity I have left. I look at this crumbling figure back in the mirror. I don't remember when the last time I saw him  did he lie to me or maybe I did convince myself  one day, he’s going to see me for everything I am. I won’t be his emotional pillow. His selfish comfort. I am placeholder. I am temptation, something to ease the lonely. I am a guy he never wanted to begin with. But the truth is, for the first time I can’t figure out how to rea

Maybe he said we not compatible? That you don’t speak up, he never knows how you feel, and you don’t offer up your opinion even when you disagree with him. Maybe he said you’re too reserved for him, and he’s looking for someone with a little more sass. the fact is he doesn’t know why you’re this way, and he hasn’t bothered to ask. to even bother to listen to your story and hear all about the tough time other people gave you throughout life which caused you to withdraw inside your shell. That you’re shy and nervous around anyone new, and it takes you a good while to open up but open, in time, you will. You just need to feel safe and un-judged. Maybe he said you’re too easy? Because you fell in love too quickly, you didn’t prolong the chase, or you bared your whole soul to him within the first few dates. But in fact you weren’t easy, you just simply had more than what his heart was ready for. you were still naive and able to give him part of your heart even after all has happen

I never like to be the center of attention ....and would rather be your right-hand man and let you get FAME and attention...... but still I want to be recognized by that person that I am essential to him.....and without me, he can't function and no matter how mighty he is.....I'm his only weakness .....like Olivia Pope in Scandal....he may be light but im darkness....he is water im fire.....you can't be holding 2 extremes individually but  it required 2 person which each hold one.....heaven is not heaven without hell..... and through sadness then we understand what is happiness....through certain collision like the big bang then earth was created.....through time we understand how moment is precious ....through memories of the past it allows us to create what our future will be....but one catch among all these .....is decision ....decisions .....and there is no right or wrong but only the truth....one lifetime and many paths but in order to understand it requ

what does a boy have to do to retrain his mind to forget the good things? Why is it so difficult to forget the amazing times, but instead so easy to forget all of the times I was left crying myself to sleep because of you weren't there? How is it possible that I can so easily remember the times you held me while I cried, but so difficult to remember all about the times you left me there and continued to walk out the door? Maybe that’s just who I am. Maybe my heart always had it in me to love you and forgive you. Maybe that was the biggest problem at all. when I loved you so much that it was easy to forgive you. It was easy to take you back with every apology and with every time that you said things would be different and you wouldn’t hurt me again. It was easy to love you, with all of my heart. My heart will always love you. A part of it at least. And maybe that’s the best part. The fact that I have the ability to love, forgive and accept someone for all of their flaws. My heart is

One morning, we watch the sunrise. As we lament that the sunrise's beauty doesn't last,  which came from a  poem "Nothing Gold Can Stay,". They agree that the poem captures just what they feel, though I can't explain the poem meaning in words or clearer explanation. My whole intention is to see the beauty of nature more than he ever had before, and he notes how different he is from other people. In my mind telling myself that I am too.... appreciation for beauty sets him apart from the other members. Being a lover is only part of each identity, as. The poem expresses the boys' desire to hold on to the beautiful things in life and the innocence of what left in their youth, yet the fact that "nothing gold can stay" hints at how difficult it will be to stay hopeful and optimistic. Yet again that's how i perceive partly ..... And another perspective is to stay strong no matter what the outcome is....to never lose hope ..... as every

You’re mourning the loss of what could have been. You’re mourning the fact that, at least for a little while, you thought you had found your person. You felt so happy and filled up and peaceful and you thought, this is it. This is what everyone was talking about. You had someone to come home to at night. Someone to think about when the days were long and you were nervous about your job or your future or your amily troubles. This person didn’t get rid of your problems for you. But they helped you deal with them. They were like an energy around you – difficulties could still creep through the shield, but they were less terrifying when you knew you had someone by your side. And then in an instant, that all evaporated. Whether it was your choice or theirs or a mutual decision, it stings and consumes you and convinces you that this is all you’ll ever be able to think about for the rest of your life. This is your story – a happiness and then a breakup and then a never-ending bout of l

Haven't we met? You're some kind of beautiful stranger You could be good for me I've had the taste for danger If I'm smart then I'll run away But I'm not so I guess I'll stay Heaven forbid I'll take my chance on a beautiful stranger I looked into your eyes And my world came tumbling down You're the devil in disguise That's why I'm singing this song To know you is to love you You're everywhere I go And everybody knows To love you is to be part of you I've paid for you with tears And swallowed all my pride Beautiful stranger If I'm smart then I'll run away But I'm not so I guess I'll stay Haven't you heard? I fell in love with a beautiful stranger I looked into your face My heart was dancing all over the place I'd like to change my point of view If I could just forget about you To know you Is to love you You're everywhere I go And everybody knows I looked into your eyes And my world came tumbling do

the deafening reminder of seeking monogamy and the family I craved between the idea of that would ever happen to me  On some level my devastation was comforting because it was definite. Limbo was over, and I finally had a grasp on reality. The waiting, wondering and trying to be strong for both of us had come to end. And I was slowly realizing what I had given up for him: the chance for something better. While he helped bring out a bit my adventurous, silly side, he also suppressed the safe, play-by-the-rules side that thrived on tradition and family. And eventually, he robbed me of my deepest desires. "You deserve a man who could never let you go,"  And that's when it finally clicked. To be truly happy, "my" guy would have to honor both sides of me: the free spirit and the nurturer. Living with my parents I saw how a real partnership works, how both people in relationships sacrifice for the good of the team, but how neither sacrific

We make decision and all of us have a choice ..... whether is logical , sensible or humane or maybe just based on your gut feeling whether it will impact others or whether it will change ourself when people say it does not matter... it does matter... when we stopped....we become less care....we dont question ourself.... then you have given up.... complacent ... or take things for granted ...is not something you want to hear....repetadly... you cant blame others when things goes wrong.... and  you cant blame yourself ..... life is complicated... and whoever say is not ....fuck you.... haha  all I know I  never regretted my decision ...as there is no right or wrong ....better or worse ....is how we learn from the life , the mistake we make....the moment we create....the unexpected .... whatever life throws at me..... give it all you got....

to be.... The genuine vulnerability who is not afraid of their feelings. It’s the pride of which they speak their honest truth, even if others may not necessarily agree. It’s the quiet resilience with which they withstand the worst storms and the courage with which they remain patient and persevere. to not care about superficial things like what you wear, how you look or how much money you make. But care about your heart, the life you has experienced, and the stories it has to tell. to appreciate how much value how much compassion and courage you have to offer the world. To be..... understand how fragile the human heart can be, and they also know the strength that it is capable of. These are the kinds of people who have often seen the worst of human nature, and  still remain kind, they still shine. They won’t let you down and will never give up on you because they believe in integrity and loyalty. to be.... old souls who have often experienced immense pain, hurt an

me being a INFJ INTJs IQs are normally very high - apparently second only to INTP on average. This is because they have Introverted Intuition (Ni) at the top of their stack followed by Extraverted Thinking (Te). Ni collects information, relates it and categorises it into neat little boxes - pretty much subconsciously. Te then consciously makes clear, logical and objective decisions based on this information. This combination makes INTJs first class thinkers. Note: There is quite a lot of conjecture that IQ tests are mostly written by INTPs (the theorists of academia) and actually test how similar to an INTP someone is - so take IQ with a pinch of salt as measure of smartness. INFJs are at the top of the spectrum for Emotional Intelligence - referred to as EQ. This is because they have Introverted Intuition (Ni) at the top of their stack followed by Extraverted Feeling (Fe). As with the INTJs, Ni collects information, relates it and categorises it into neat little boxes - pre

people may look forward with many things ....but for me I wanted my own home ....property I owned ...my save haven ...so some people do ask what is my home may look like ....well here are some example which is how my home will look like  color - monochrome / grey / blue  many painting and inspiration word industrial / modern / minimal / scandanivian  study/ work table    main entrance   living room / corner   living room my bathroom hope you are inspired ;-)

All we have is forgiveness Always walking a fine line To a love that would mean less All would last is a lifetime Always talking of weakness And the looks from a sideline All we have is forgiveness That I'm trying to find

whether you are trying to quit something or when life just throws something at you.... when is unexpected.... when is difficult ...  the bigger the problem tend to think me the most important lesson  that will impact you as a person...... your thinking, behavior, and characters change.. which is why some people who are not strong with their core value.... change..... at the time ... the road to recovery seems like a long path... but is it impossible.... NO.... one step at the time.....even if you have to began from the beginning....as long you don't give up.... one day when u reach the finish line ....you will have a story to tell other.... to motivate and inspire a new generation ... that is when u make yourself immortalized by people remembering the act you have made impact on others.....

People do wonder what make stylist /style consultant different? are you good in wearing everything? well we all have different taste and I guess we all appreciate creativity and each style that we pick which we mould  mix, inspired as we grow which become unique and our own style which we are consistent and not easily influence by others .our core style remains. i am not talented but just passionate and curious i would pick Modern minimalist