| Haus of Jin |

what does a boy have to do to retrain his mind to forget the good things? Why is it so difficult to forget the amazing times, but instead so easy to forget all of the times I was left crying myself to sleep because of you weren't there? How is it possible that I can so easily remember the times you held me while I cried, but so difficult to remember all about the times you left me there and continued to walk out the door? Maybe that’s just who I am. Maybe my heart always had it in me to love you and forgive you. Maybe that was the biggest problem at all. when I loved you so much that it was easy to forgive you. It was easy to take you back with every apology and with every time that you said things would be different and you wouldn’t hurt me again. It was easy to love you, with all of my heart. My heart will always love you. A part of it at least. And maybe that’s the best part. The fact that I have the ability to love, forgive and accept someone for all of their flaws. My heart is...

One morning, we watch the sunrise. As we lament that the sunrise's beauty doesn't last,  which came from a  poem "Nothing Gold Can Stay,". They agree that the poem captures just what they feel, though I can't explain the poem meaning in words or clearer explanation. My whole intention is to see the beauty of nature more than he ever had before, and he notes how different he is from other people. In my mind telling myself that I am too.... appreciation for beauty sets him apart from the other members. Being a lover is only part of each identity, as. The poem expresses the boys' desire to hold on to the beautiful things in life and the innocence of what left in their youth, yet the fact that "nothing gold can stay" hints at how difficult it will be to stay hopeful and optimistic. Yet again that's how i perceive partly ..... And another perspective is to stay strong no matter what the outcome is....to never lose hope ..... as every...