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winter is arriving...brace your look

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Fall 2017 look- Home seasonal paradigm shift -every season I be sharing some of the things that is current or upcoming trend  Color choice I always like the blue / grey tone which is a perfect fall color ...(well perfect for all season to be honest ) Texture  natural elements like marble and wood if you want that homey feeling to modernise - using contrast of colours that will make it pop out ...with the use of copper / gold it allow to enhance your  interior .  here are some mood board and examples

Confucianism

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Haus of Jin ( Part 2) in part 2 we try to understand what does haus of jin value / mission , but in order to understand the company values. we need to understand the meaning " confucianism ' as the values are greatly influenced and  offered a better depth explanation . Confucianism , also known as  Ruism , is described as tradition, a philosophy, a religion, a humanistic or rationalistic religion, a way of governing, or simply a way of life. [1]  Confucianism developed from what was later called the  Hundred Schools of Thought  from the teachings of the  Chinese philosopher   Confucius  (551–479 BCE), who considered himself a retransmitter of the values of the  Zhou dynasty  golden age of several centuries before. [2]  In the  Han dynasty  (206 BCE – 220 CE), Confucian approaches edged out the "proto-Taoist"  Huang-Lao , as the official ideology while the emperors mixed both with the realist technique...

understanding face shape

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The meaning of life

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thinking of putting a Time tattoo design at  my right hand ( I have 2 so far ) I guess most people have pondered this for many years, what is the meaning of life? some people may think having the job title matters , or maybe how much saving they have in the bank or being the most popular or best body . To be honest none of that materialistic things matter because no matter what.... 'all of life will eventually end in one way or another even at different time or universe (that we knew there is such thing as space- time continuum do exist....) we tend ask why do we exist? 'Don’t run. Nobody exists on purpose.  Nobody belongs anywhere.  Everybody dies.  - rick and mortar' Part of the this message of this truth is that while it’s a human trait to look for meaning, and that meaning helps us live our lives, we tend to overthink it. We tend cling to fundamental myths about ourselves that bevy our importance, but the responsibility of that illusion of i...

5 am

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I miss you.... its 5 am.... I woke up feeling hungry as usual I am not sure what my body is telling me ..... (or maybe somebody is thinking of me that what my heart told me) And then he reaches out. I think it must mean something, that I must mean something. And I go back on every promise. I go back on every word I’ve ever written. I convince myself he has to feel this too. I allow for his excuses. “He’s scared.” “He’s not ready.” “He’s not over his ex.” I plead with my own ego. I play Russian roulette with the little dignity I have left. I look at this crumbling figure back in the mirror. I don't remember when the last time I saw him  did he lie to me or maybe I did convince myself  one day, he’s going to see me for everything I am. I won’t be his emotional pillow. His selfish comfort. I am placeholder. I am temptation, something to ease the lonely. I am a guy he never wanted to begin with. But the truth is, for the first time I can’t figure out how t...

Maybe .....

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Maybe he said we not compatible? That you don’t speak up, he never knows how you feel, and you don’t offer up your opinion even when you disagree with him. Maybe he said you’re too reserved for him, and he’s looking for someone with a little more sass. the fact is he doesn’t know why you’re this way, and he hasn’t bothered to ask. to even bother to listen to your story and hear all about the tough time other people gave you throughout life which caused you to withdraw inside your shell. That you’re shy and nervous around anyone new, and it takes you a good while to open up but open, in time, you will. You just need to feel safe and un-judged. Maybe he said you’re too easy? Because you fell in love too quickly, you didn’t prolong the chase, or you bared your whole soul to him within the first few dates. But in fact you weren’t easy, you just simply had more than what his heart was ready for. you were still naive and able to give him part of your heart even after all has happen...

journey?

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I never like to be the center of attention ....and would rather be your right-hand man and let you get FAME and attention...... but still I want to be recognized by that person that I am essential to him.....and without me, he can't function and no matter how mighty he is.....I'm his only weakness .....like Olivia Pope in Scandal....he may be light but im darkness....he is water im fire.....you can't be holding 2 extremes individually but  it required 2 person which each hold one.....heaven is not heaven without hell..... and through sadness then we understand what is happiness....through certain collision like the big bang then earth was created.....through time we understand how moment is precious ....through memories of the past it allows us to create what our future will be....but one catch among all these .....is decision ....decisions .....and there is no right or wrong but only the truth....one lifetime and many paths but in order to understand ...