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Never forget

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I still thinks about him every day. I tried dating but you still running on my mind Trying to forget someone who lived a tiny piece of your heart is much challenging  then I thought . I wishes you nothing but the best and the most happiness life can offer. You allowed yourself to push me aside because it was the best for us . The future is unknown as we can only learn from past and enjoy the presence. I didn’t want things to end, but he knew he had to. You chose safety and what best for me . Was it a mistake? when we met the first time Was our decision Was more of burden and wrong timing But we both are two adult and I don't believe we make a mistake  We knew and we both took a leap , risked everything  and  all I  knew you were worth fighting for. But as the goes by You realise you wanted me to grow and love life, . And not wasted my life waiting for you ... But I believe that if two person was meant for each other One day, ...

the path to success

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success isn't just having lots of wealth. well is one of the main factors but are not the primary focus as many people with lots of money have unhappy and most unbalanced lived. 'Success is continually improving one self on how you lived ....how you have served and how you relate to the people that matters ' it sounds easy enough but most people will disagree with me, or choose to not understand or even allowed them self to basically evolved to that thinking do puzzle me..... I could be wrong and it is just a mere opinion of what I view as a success...is learning through my journey. ------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Successful people do this same habits 1 . Reading A whopping 88 percent of rich people in Corley's research say they devote thirty minutes or more each day to education or self-improvement through reading. Most do not read for entertainmen...

winter is arriving...brace your look

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Fall 2017 look- Home seasonal paradigm shift -every season I be sharing some of the things that is current or upcoming trend  Color choice I always like the blue / grey tone which is a perfect fall color ...(well perfect for all season to be honest ) Texture  natural elements like marble and wood if you want that homey feeling to modernise - using contrast of colours that will make it pop out ...with the use of copper / gold it allow to enhance your  interior .  here are some mood board and examples

Confucianism

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Haus of Jin ( Part 2) in part 2 we try to understand what does haus of jin value / mission , but in order to understand the company values. we need to understand the meaning " confucianism ' as the values are greatly influenced and  offered a better depth explanation . Confucianism , also known as  Ruism , is described as tradition, a philosophy, a religion, a humanistic or rationalistic religion, a way of governing, or simply a way of life. [1]  Confucianism developed from what was later called the  Hundred Schools of Thought  from the teachings of the  Chinese philosopher   Confucius  (551–479 BCE), who considered himself a retransmitter of the values of the  Zhou dynasty  golden age of several centuries before. [2]  In the  Han dynasty  (206 BCE – 220 CE), Confucian approaches edged out the "proto-Taoist"  Huang-Lao , as the official ideology while the emperors mixed both with the realist technique...

understanding face shape

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The meaning of life

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thinking of putting a Time tattoo design at  my right hand ( I have 2 so far ) I guess most people have pondered this for many years, what is the meaning of life? some people may think having the job title matters , or maybe how much saving they have in the bank or being the most popular or best body . To be honest none of that materialistic things matter because no matter what.... 'all of life will eventually end in one way or another even at different time or universe (that we knew there is such thing as space- time continuum do exist....) we tend ask why do we exist? 'Don’t run. Nobody exists on purpose.  Nobody belongs anywhere.  Everybody dies.  - rick and mortar' Part of the this message of this truth is that while it’s a human trait to look for meaning, and that meaning helps us live our lives, we tend to overthink it. We tend cling to fundamental myths about ourselves that bevy our importance, but the responsibility of that illusion of i...

5 am

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I miss you.... its 5 am.... I woke up feeling hungry as usual I am not sure what my body is telling me ..... (or maybe somebody is thinking of me that what my heart told me) And then he reaches out. I think it must mean something, that I must mean something. And I go back on every promise. I go back on every word I’ve ever written. I convince myself he has to feel this too. I allow for his excuses. “He’s scared.” “He’s not ready.” “He’s not over his ex.” I plead with my own ego. I play Russian roulette with the little dignity I have left. I look at this crumbling figure back in the mirror. I don't remember when the last time I saw him  did he lie to me or maybe I did convince myself  one day, he’s going to see me for everything I am. I won’t be his emotional pillow. His selfish comfort. I am placeholder. I am temptation, something to ease the lonely. I am a guy he never wanted to begin with. But the truth is, for the first time I can’t figure out how t...