After all. We have our own lives to face. But, still, it made me sad and pensive. I got another look at my own life. I saw the beauty of my journey and how very much I have to be thankful for. I have had a rich and meaningful life. I am so grateful for every experience.
Not that it’s always been easy. Hardly. Frankly, there’s been a lot of pain. Bad decisions. Expensive mistakes. Words and actions that I regret. But, by the grace of God, I have made it this far. I have no complaints. And by the grace of God I will continue on.
It made me also think again how much life is like a tapestry. mama kris told me this
As it unfolds in real time, it’s like viewing the backside of a tapestry. It appears to be nothing more than a jumble of thread—tangled, frayed, occasionally knotted, and seemingly random. Nothing really makes sense. It’s no wonder people lose heart, give up, and abandon their commitments.
But things are not always what they seem.
It’s only when you turn a tapestry over that you see the art: the rich colors, the texture, and the patterns that can make a tapestry a thing of astonishing beauty.
Likewise, occasionally God gives us a glimpse at what He is weaving into the fabric of our lives. That momentary peek at glory gives us the courage to soldier on, knowing that nothing happens by accident.
No thread of experience—good or bad—is wasted. When it appears to be that way, we just have to remind ourselves that we are simply looking at the backside of a tapestry. And the One weaving it together, knows precisely what He is doing.
so even after all what happen i believe something good will turn out in the end....as i went into this difficult journey he make me realise and understand that true friend arises from just normal friend...and i would realize it if the incident didnt happen.... I never knew they have been there for me....I may lose the person who I thought LOVE me ....but is not my loss....I was just not ready yet and god expose him after we 4 years together....imagine if is longer....im 27 and is the best age to discover the world and meet new people....god has bigger plan for me...rather then stuck with someone who are not adventorous and appreciative of me