| Haus of Jin |

i t has been almost a month plus.....that you parted your ways with me .....the funny thing is...I do still think about you....I am not angry, or sad....mostly disappointed that you were not that guy that I thought you were....our last conversation we ended in a bad note maybe because your new guy told you that he is uncomfortable or maybe he does not like me to be close to you. To me it does not matter......you have chosen him over me......I have stop blaming myself but instead the problem has always been you. I learn the way you have treated me was never love but was a rebound since your second ex ....which is like 2+7+4 = 13 years you been running and you have never take responsibility and this guy you with now....is sadly....still a rebound.....same goes to him.... You see love , it’s not going to be picture perfect. It’s not going to be all butterflies and roses. It’s going to be tough work. It’s going to be a lot of compromising. And a lot of arguments. But, that is what is go...

https://fansoop.com/2016/04/pv-utada-hikaru-manatsu-no-tooriame-subbed/ very meaningful music video by utada hikaru from japan she never fail to touch me and the videos practically talk about moments that we enjoy with our love one that become just distant memories. maybe at times circumstances doesn't allow the person to be together because for whatever reason.  I still love all my ex....but can we be together...I say maybe ....because I believe if we fall in love before we will always be able to rekindled our love .... we just forget ....that's all....hurt maybe....but with love .... patient and forgiveness... the power of love can make you blind ....make you seem like as if you are flying and is a natural high that is unexplainable.... only love can do wondrous thing  but with such power it can destroy one person too so never play with people feeling

After all. We have our own lives to face. But, still, it made me sad and pensive. I got another look at my own life. I saw the beauty of my journey and how very much I have to be thankful for. I have had a rich and meaningful life. I am so grateful for every experience. Not that it’s always been easy. Hardly. Frankly, there’s been a lot of pain. Bad decisions. Expensive mistakes. Words and actions that I regret. But, by the grace of God, I have made it this far. I have no complaints. And by the grace of God I will continue on. It made me also think again how much life is like a tapestry. mama kris told me this  As it unfolds in real time, it’s like viewing the backside of a tapestry. It appears to be nothing more than a jumble of thread—tangled, frayed, occasionally knotted, and seemingly random. Nothing really makes sense. It’s no wonder people lose heart, give up, and abandon their commitments. But things are not always what they seem. It’s only when you tur...

feeling used But I'm Still missing you And I can't See the end of this Just wanna feel your kiss Against my lips And now all this time Is passing by Do you miss me like I miss you? you Fucked around and got attached Friends can break your heart too, And I'm always tired but never you If I pulled a you on you, you wouldn't like that shit I put this reel out, but you wouldn't bite that shit I type a text but then I never mind that shit I got these feelings but you never mind that shit keep it on the low You're still in love with me but your friends don't know If you wanted me you would just say so And if I were you, I would never let me go I don't mean no harm maybe i just miss you on my arm Wedding bells were just alarms Caution tape around my heart You ever wonder what we could have been? You said you wouldn't and you fucking did Lie to me, lie with me, get your fucking fix Now all my drinks and all my feelings are ...

Thanks guys ....Im not sure where the source come from in just a week my fb is flooded with friend request about 300+ and i gain followers like around 500+ just after that incident.whatever it is I am SINGLE !! any takers hahaha

CALCULATE YOUR LIFE PATH NUMBER Finding your Life Path Number is easy and requires only a little simple addition. Start by writing down your birthday. In your numerology report, every meaningful number is reduced down to the vibration of a single digit. For example, 20 is reduced to 2 (2+0=2) and 31 is reduced to 4 (3+1=4). The exception to this rule is for “Master Numbers” 11 and 22. These numbers have special meaning and are never reduced when calculating your life path. Convert the day, month and year of your birthday down to single digit form. Example 1:  If your birthday is July 20, 1953, then write: Day: 20 = 2+0 = 2 Month: July is the 7th month = 7 Year: 1953 = 1+9+5+3 = 18 = 1+8 = 9 - See more at: http://www.gaia.com/article/life-path-number-report#sthash.rj3xHIZn.dpuf HERE IS MY RESULT... SEVENS: THE PHILOSOPHER naturally curious and as a result find themselves devoted to investigating the unknown. However, you possess all of the skills to handle this...

now the only thing that's broke about me is I lost him... So many people should have seen what we got going on I only wanna put my heart and my life in words  Writing about the pain I felt with my lover gone About the emptiness I felt when I sat alone About the happiness I feel when I sing it loud He should have heard the noise when we quarrel I thought about it for a while and I'm not at a loss Knowing that I'm gonna live my whole life without him I found out a lot of things I never knew about him All I know is that I'll never really be alone Cause I gotta lot of love and a happy home PEOPLE might be talking but I don't ever listen to them Some of the people I used to know would see and start believing That rumors would eventually pass them by on streets and soon it reach to greet me I was reminded constantly.... even though I rarely meet them  as i soon seen with my own eyes  it has ,will and always been...